Thursday, 18 September 2008
I feel down... I feel sad... I feel lonely... :(Recently, one of my technicians had gave his resignation to my manager... He had been wating to resigned long ago.... He had tried to resgined many times.. But this time is real one.. He going off on the 11 Oct... I am sad that he is leaving but i am more sad tat actually he as 2 faces... He can be nice in a way but also can be a monster in another way... Haiz... I don like him keep nagging and saying take this way and contridicted in another... Make me feel like i am a fool... I used to talk and joke with him but now i don wan and dislike too... My useless manager is really getting more and more CMI...He keep pushing jobs to me and giving lame excures like : "i am busy." He do things in a damn slow way, always get complaint from residents but i was always the first to let residents scold then get to him.... He always go for lunch early and come back at the same time... I really seldom talk to him... He also seldom talk to me but he always ta tai ji... My another techinican is good, he can talk and joke with, i also can learn M&E from him.. But he is too open-minded which i not really dare to be too close with him... Lucky, i have auntie helen who always brought lunch and somethims breakfast for me... But due to jimmy is here, we cant have lunch together.. Nw i am having lunch alone in my function room... Suddenly, i feel i am alone working in my condo, there is hardly one person who can really talk to... I really feel sian and fan staying inside the office alone... Most of time i am alone cos of my useless manager.... I prefer working as a team than one person... I getting more and more quiet in the office... I getting more and more moody at work... Haiz... Am I tat lonely...?? Am i not alone...??? I really need some encouragement sia... Grace.. U can do it..!!! =) I will be fine de...!! =)grace is strong
grace will be strong
grace wants to be strong
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