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Wednesday, 26 December 2007

Today went to IMM to have an early celebration of my lao gong and my birthdays... Eat alot sia... haha.. We went to eat Pepper Lunch and Subway... SO nice lor.. Yummy..!! Then walked around there... Walked and shop ard, i went home to take lao gong's bag and i went to Jurong Point to meet my mum and bro to shop for glasses and i suppose to have my eyes tested. But my bro sick so half-way go home le...
Will update photo after upload... hees..

On my way home, in the bus 172, i overheard an conversation.
Little gal: My hair better, no need put conditional de... Yours need... *grin*
Mummy: Cos u are still young ma, ur hair still is baby hair.
Little gal: I don like ur hair... *grin*
Mummy: Why?!?!
Little gal: yours brown colour one and smelly de... *grin*
Me jus beside them (in my mind): Diao... so hurtful la... Saded... =.="

But the mummy nv angry or wat.. Maybe in the heart is hurt.. But she nv showed it... Children always can say wat are in their mind and wat they want and wont get scolding or offend anyone... Cos no matter wat to adult they are still little kid... How i wish i can be a child too... haha.... Can say wat i wan to say and wont get scolding or blame... As time goes by, when we are getting older, we must be responsible to wat we had said out and do...
Sorry to those if i may have hurt by wat i had said or i may done something wrong in one way or other... I don mean it... Sorry....

Anyway, i really have fun today... haha.. All thanks to my lao gong... Xie Xie Ni for everything..!!! Xin fu to have U... Muack...

To lao gong: Pls take care of urself okies... In camp or anywhere... Remember I will always be here for U de... Huggies..!!! (:

9:25 pm

Tuesday, 25 December 2007

HOHOHO....!!! Merry Merry Christmas to all my loves ones..!!! =)

A season of joy is here again...!! I wish i will be more Happy Everydays...!!!

Many things had happen recently... too many to mentions le... haha... Happy!!! Sad!!! My life if full of colours...!! Things may jus happen any sec, any minutes.... I learn one thing... Must cherish wat u have now...

Thx to all my darlingssss for being there for me....!! Love u all...!!!

I will be stronger de... I will jiayou too...!!! =)

Thx for my lao gong too... Always being here for me, no matter wat..!!! Love you forever.!!! You are the one I wan O...!!! Jiayou together!!

11:46 pm

Thursday, 6 December 2007

Today just have our FSM-Fire Safety Management paper... OMG...!! SO difficult lor... Study so many yet nothing really came into my brain... Ah...!! Ah...!!! So sad... There are still 3 papers to go... EVP, FMM and HBF... So many to study yet no eonugh time.... FMM chapter 3 already can kill me le... EVP got 6 chapter to study and the paper is TMORROW leh... So good right... =( And wat am i doing now... I have not start my study yet leh... I Blogging!!! haha..
Common test is next week... FMM got 3 chapters but chapter 3 got 64 pages leh... Wha so little right.... :( HBF got 4 chapters all so difficult de... Faint sia.... But i can do it de...!!! Go.. Go... Go..!!! Jiayou everyone....!!!

Hoping to have more time to do the thing i wan... But don seems have... Holiday is coming but my 2 weeks was fully packed... Dec 17 got FSM practical on First Aid, CPR... It will be fun... Maybe Dec 18 got FSM practical... Dec 20-23 Sunlove Camp... Dec 24 My bro birthday and Celebrate Christmas at Shu Juan's hus... Dec 27-30 What's next Camp... Yeah...!!! So many events on... So many funs waiting for me.... But i still wan to have time for myself...
Things i wish to do
1) Sleep more and more
2) Bring alpha to Sentosa
3) Swimming
4) Sing along session
5) Help mum clean our House
6) Shopping
7) Eat, Eat and Eat [smelly dou fu]
Too many to mention le... Suddenly got so many things want to do... haha... Donno y also... But all this need money... The most sian part... haha... Nvm la... Say Say only ba... haha... Can have fun with my LOVES ONE... I happy liao...!! Love them all...!!! Especially Darling, Gal Gal, Da jie and of cos my dearest Lao Gong..!!

7:07 pm

Tuesday, 4 December 2007

Yes... I did not completed the race... Yup... I fall out at 17km... Ya... I give up...
I am not that strong to complete it... I am weak to run.. I cant run tat far.... YES...!!! I noe i am weak.... I not an outdoor gal at all... I hate running... I hate sports... Those who noe the past of me... Noe tat i wont join outdoor activities... I wont run.. I wont join camps... But i joined OB... Cos i love them... I joined all kinds of activitives tat OB have.... Cos i wan to have fun and enjoy with them... But i noe i weak... I cant have the same fun and enjoyment with them... Cos we are different.... Different in physcial, mental and health... Everything so diferent... I am who i am.. I am weak in running... I not tat healthy..... I always caused worried to ppl ard me... SO SORRY...!!! But this is ME....YA... I always need ppl to help.. Aways need ppl to be there for me... Always need to ma fan ppl.... Sometimes i may even feel i am a burden.... OR maybe i already is a burden....

I noe all of u will say " U are not can...." " U already very li hai le" " U are the best le" But if u are not me who the one going thru all this.... Seeing my fren caused of me worried, delayed... U donno the feeling.. Yes.. I feel bad... I guilty too... So sorry to darling and cheng yi and lao gong...
I noe U are trying not to make me feel burden... I noe U are trying to help... Trying to find solution to it... I noe not join anymore is jus avoiding but I noe where i stand... I noe my limit... I noe where i should stop... I hope when i stop... U will be there to say is okies... Sometimes or many times, the words i use or say is not very good or may even hurt my loves one.... But I mean no harm or sacastic.... Maybe U should also think the words u use and say... It hurts too... But I noe U also wan me to be stronger and better... Hope u will be there for me forever....

I am who i am... I am weak... U sure i am the one u wan?
I wan to be strong.... But wat if i cant... Will u still be there?

I noe the answer... But i still wan to hear it from U, from ur heart...

Lao gong: Sorry for everything... Hope can be better for u... Jiayou together okies... =) Love you forever... Muack... Smile!!!

12:26 am