Thursday, 18 September 2008
I feel down... I feel sad... I feel lonely... :(Recently, one of my technicians had gave his resignation to my manager... He had been wating to resigned long ago.... He had tried to resgined many times.. But this time is real one.. He going off on the 11 Oct... I am sad that he is leaving but i am more sad tat actually he as 2 faces... He can be nice in a way but also can be a monster in another way... Haiz... I don like him keep nagging and saying take this way and contridicted in another... Make me feel like i am a fool... I used to talk and joke with him but now i don wan and dislike too... My useless manager is really getting more and more CMI...He keep pushing jobs to me and giving lame excures like : "i am busy." He do things in a damn slow way, always get complaint from residents but i was always the first to let residents scold then get to him.... He always go for lunch early and come back at the same time... I really seldom talk to him... He also seldom talk to me but he always ta tai ji... My another techinican is good, he can talk and joke with, i also can learn M&E from him.. But he is too open-minded which i not really dare to be too close with him... Lucky, i have auntie helen who always brought lunch and somethims breakfast for me... But due to jimmy is here, we cant have lunch together.. Nw i am having lunch alone in my function room... Suddenly, i feel i am alone working in my condo, there is hardly one person who can really talk to... I really feel sian and fan staying inside the office alone... Most of time i am alone cos of my useless manager.... I prefer working as a team than one person... I getting more and more quiet in the office... I getting more and more moody at work... Haiz... Am I tat lonely...?? Am i not alone...??? I really need some encouragement sia... Grace.. U can do it..!!! =) I will be fine de...!! =)grace is strong
grace will be strong
grace wants to be strong
9:47 pm
Tuesday, 9 September 2008
Todays is 9 Sept 08.. Marked the first day of your NS life... I was there for you when u are enlisted... The feeling in my heart make me feel so uneasy.... Feel so empty and sad... 10 days without you really can kill me.... sob sob.... Lots of things keep making my tears drop and flow...
Worried you nv slp well...
Worried you nv eat well...
Worried you will injured...
Worried you will fall sick...
Worried you will bully by ppl inside...
Worried the ppl inside not good...
Worried you will forget about me...
Worried you will don need me when time pass...
Worried this and Worried tat...
All this really can kill me sia... =(
But jus now received your call... It really help me ease abit of my worried and misses... Get a bad news and a good news from you.... Bad news is your Oct got 2 weeks need to be inside like field trip... Meaning i 2 weeks cannot see you and our important day fall on one of the weeks... Sad plus Sad... But the good news is this coming friday i can see you le... Yeah... This help me abit lor... But my misses for you still so strong... >.<
grace miss u
grace miss u lots
grace miss u lots & lots
9:19 pm
Wednesday, 3 September 2008
Times flies faster and faster.... The day is getting nearer and nearer... The feeling inside is getting getting stronger and stronger... Wat about you?? Do u feel the same as i do...??I scare the changes tat may happen... Really scare.. But wat can i do..?? I really donno... Just one day past one day ba.. I want to cherish very minutes, sec, hour and day spend with you.... I wan to grab very chance to be with you... I noe u wan too... Grace..!!! Can u stop all this stupid thinking...? Can you just forget about all this..? Can u jus don care about all this..? I really wan to.... I will try my best to... Jiayou ba Grace...!!! Grace need encouragement... Grace need sayang... Grace need hugs...
10:37 pm
