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Sunday, 25 November 2007

I am very boring now!!!! Nothing to do..!! Got thing also dono how to do...!!! Argh!!! Pls help me can...!!! Anyone out there can help???? I am BORED!!!!! Hate being bored.. Hate being alone... Hate being sian...!! Seems like no one can chat with.... Haiz...!!! I wish time can go back... TML will be a stress day for me ba.... Lots of thing waiting for me to do...!! Feel like shouting, screaming and running...!!!! Run away from things?? Run aways sadness...??? I donno.... I jus don like this feelings... I don like to think so much... I want to make myself occupied so that i wont think so much...

11:20 pm

I am like nv been blogging for a LONG time le.... hmm... Busy with sch works... Lazy to blog... haha... Recently, alot of things happened to me... Lot of happys and unhappys things... Happys thing are I have a bunch of good frens who loves and dote me alot... Thanks Fren.. Unhappys things are alot which i don wish/want to mentions... My life is having a huge change ba.... What i longing to have and relaid on is no longer being there... Is LOST FOREVER...!!! I don understand Y and I had lost the ability to seek for anwsers... What i had done for a answer and a better life is ENOUGH..!!! Seeing my most important person in my life is suffing day by day, getting weaker and weaker years by years.... My heart is hurting... I dono what to do to help.. Being there is the most i can do and i will do it FOREVER even i am alone.... I will always and must be strong... I cant and is really cant be a weak gal.... I must be independent and let my love one rely on me now... Maybe is going to difficult for me but i will go through this.. Jiayou grace kwan...!!! :)

I hate U... really hate U....
U are the one who cause and give us all these...
U are NOTHING to ME... NOW & FOREVER!!!!

How i hope all these will be over..!!!

6:45 pm

Tuesday, 13 November 2007

Ytd nite is a bad night for me.... I hope is all nightmare but is NOt... My evil headache came and slp with me.... With this new accompany plus my stupid flu and gastric pain came too... It keep stirring my head upside down.... Banging here and there... Flowing out and out... Pain here and there... It really make me feel like dying... I hate it..!! I felt so helpless and useless... All i can do is jus cry and cry...

From a fine eyes to a overflowing eyes... From a dry pillow to a wet pillow.... This keep on and on... Dry to Wet... Wet to Dry... Dry to Wet again... I rememeber i only can call for mummy... To somebody i may like a cry-baby... But that is the soften part of Me... I cant really call for mummy as she was also sick... I only can do is crying.... Hoping the stupid headach will go away... Although, i may weak to somebody, but i still act strong to overcome all this pain myself... I don wan and don wish to borther ppl in the middle of the night.... Especially my loves ones.... My strong endures helped me to survived...!!! Slowly in the night, i fell asleep... Think i cry till tired or i really need rest.. I cant remember how long the stupid illness had stayed.. I really donno... Whatever... I had survived..!! hope they will not come back ANYMORE!!! I wan a Healthy life and happy night....

Hoping for a better night... =)

Sorry if i nv find u.. But i noe u tired so nv distiurb u... Don angry k... Pls Glad tat i have survived... Sayang!! Muack...!!! Love U...

1:07 pm

Sunday, 11 November 2007

hello waiting for lao gong to edit..
MUST HOR FIRST TIME LEI WHA LAO!! bye bye lao gong... Miss u so much...!!
I waiting for U~
I have a Happy and Xin Fu day...!!! Thanks Lao gong for everything...!! Muack...

Will post photos when i get in... Thanks to darling's camera!!

HEHE I AM HERE.. KK here.. needa write out all the happy things that happened on this date..

First of all.. HAPPY 1 YEAR TO ME AND GRACE!!
Muacks.. Love you forever!!

Ok ok.. here to post about what happened.. haha..

on my side.. i woke up haha with the help of alot of friends for morning call..

then after that i quickly bathed, (shampoo 2 times + shower gel 2 times)

then after that wear our shirt and went to BPP to get the roses i ordered.. =)
photos below.. any way... met her.. haha.. but was a little late.. yea.. so sorry.. then went to her house personally.. =) gave her the card and the roses.. so nice wor.. then after that so happy she also gave me presents.. haha.. thanks lao po for ur water bag and briefs.. =X pics later below..

muacks.. wonderful time at lao po house.. haha.. so much picture taking then YES YUMMY!!

OREO CHEESE CAKE!! YAY!!!
haha.. super nice.. then we ate half cos we running low on time.. then rest a while watched some shows... after that going out le.. lao po check le 4pm got bee movie.. =) then we ready! around 2+ haha.. went to lot 1 to eat and kill time.. JAP FOOD!! yummy~~ after that went to walk walk.. went to play UFo catcher.. caught a stitch for lao po.. hehe.. so heng.. extra bonus wor.. =) pics below.. =) then after that bee movie!!

it was super nice los.. haha.. about how 1 person can affect the world.. haha.. the ecosystem suppose to be like that.. dun try to disrupt it.. then after that we went to bugis for our dinner.. hehe.. yummy yummy.. =) haha.. then after that look look around the bugis fountain.. so nice wor.. =) after that went to lao po house again.. she not feeling well.. more picture taking.. hehe.. then after that i went home le.. had so much fun for the day.. it really rocks..
To lao po! Love you forever.. 1 year.. its just the start for our this life relationship o.. hehe.. we been lovers since the start of time.. and its gonna continue till the end of time.. love you forever.. ai ni dao yong yuan.. miss u badly.. always will be by ur side.. never let u go.. muacks..