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Friday, 29 February 2008

A sudden strong feeling that my heart have.... YES... I miss U...!!! sudden the feeling is very strong.... I really miss U... Wan to see u so much... Wan to hug u so much... Wan UUUUU....

我真的很想你。老公!!! 思恋是痛苦的。

My creation!!! cute!!!

老公, 很想你!!! 真的。=(

grace missing U badly

grace wanting U badly

grace need U badly

too much misses...

12:11 am

Thursday, 28 February 2008

How long a relationship can last till....??? 1 day, 1 week, 1month, 1 year or forever???
But HOW??? By compromise, trust and love... But wat if it getting boring, sian or fan....
So must plan places to date to maintain or get closer with each other... Plan surprise to cheer each other up...
At the beginning of a relationship, the place u go can be shopped like many hours and yet wont feel bored or sian.... But when time goes by, now u shop the place for less than an hour of a few hours u will begin to find it boring and sian...
In the beginning, there are many things for u to do together... Watching a movie or video can last for many hours... But when time goes by, a movie or video can only last last than half an hour and will turned to resting time... Now resting time is the only thing they can be done for hours... Then half of our day is gone... YYY???
Actually, I don mind resting but i don wan to jus wasted the time away... I wan to do more things together... So that i can feel we are closed...
Finally... I planned to go out somewhere... I am really excited and hoping it to come... Cos that only time we can do the same together... Do wat i think will be fun and happy for us... In the end.... .............
Now i noe how it feel when the things u planned nicely, totally nv come ture... It feel Suck!!!
Ya... I am sad about it.... All i can said is not my luck ma.... Thing jus don go the way i want... Hope for better day... Hope to have more idea on outing...
I am not pick-pointing anyone... Spending times with U is all i wan is jus i hope to really spend it... Sorry if i had make u feel i am faulting u... I really NOT... I really wan to cherish every mintues, seconds with U... Be it Slping, Slacking or wat...

grace is sad
grace is unlucky
grace is sian

11:39 pm

Friday, 22 February 2008

Today is a hard day for me and him but is still solved in the end... Glad & Grinned...!!
What happened is happened....At first there are lots lots thoughts came into my mind... Why he done it...?? Why nv tell me, really i nv pay attention....?? Am i tat difficult to communicate...?? Why , Why and still Why..??? Make me feel like a fool and lost... Yes... I admitted i will not trust him the way i used to be... After i had really thought of everything... As usual i will came to the same conclusion.... I will not like some other gals who will keep asking or questioning for answers... Cos in my heart, if u really want to say, u will say... I don wan to jus throw my temper just to get the answer when u are unprepare or even not the right time to say it out... I will wait till the suitable time to know the answer... Although i am really mind u doing tat but i still choose to trust you.. Cos to me, loving a person is to give all my trust and compromise no matter wat...
I will always keep my promise.... Our three N, Never let go, Never give up & Never leave you...
Whatever... Everything is solved now...!! Tears had dropped... Mistaken had cleared... Love is still the same... (:

Anyway, i am going for a 2 day 1 night training camp.... It will be tough hope me and everyone can make it.... Take Care... Will update it again...

Rainbow is out
Me is still Me
Love is still Sweet (:

9:58 pm

Thursday, 21 February 2008

14 Feb is Valentine's Day and of cos we celebrated our Valentine too!!!
We went to Lot 1 to have our lunch at Ajisen Ramen... Nice..!!! Both of us eat till very full lor.. Then we walked around Lot 1... Then we met OB fren... SAA club went for a movie to celebrate Valentine too... So qiao..!!! Chat awhile with them then we continue our shop... Then we brougth a couple shirt again... Yeah..!!! So happy... Our thrid one...!! =)

We watch Jumper... Nice.. SO pro... Make me feel lazy after watching it.. Hoping to have such skill too.... So wont late and can go where i wan within a few seconds... So Cool right.... But it impossible la... haha... I will dream more de... Then we brought Chicken Prosperity for our dinner plus a 9 pieces nuggets... I got a very pretty and cute tortise from him... It so Ex but i really like it... Sorry.. I nv giv eu on tat day but i gave him on the next day... haha... We also went to Zoo for Bne & Jerry Ice-cream.... Yummy...!! A memoriable day spend with lao gong... Thanks for everything.... XieXieNi... Muack.. Want to spend my Valentine with u forever...!!!

Here are the photos

From Him

Gonna cherish it...

*muack*

^US^

Our Couple Shirt
"Waiting for u here"- Printed on mine
"I'll be there"- Printed on his

Him

Us at ZOO!!

@huggies@

grace feel xin fu
grace feel loved
and want to be love
FOREVER!! (:

9:51 pm

Sunday, 17 February 2008

Anythings might jus happened any time, day, hour, minutes... etc..... Be it to be happy, sad, good or bad....
Do u be prepare to handle all this....
I can just said... It happened at the wrong timing ba...
Studies... Exam... Family.... Finanical..... All jus happened suddenly....
Mum had been sick this two days..... She always give me surprises... Called me in the afternoon telling me she is sick and feel very weak... She always anyhow said things like " faster come back, later i died u all donno even noe".... All this jus make me feel worries, sads and lost....
I alwasy the only one who being there for her.... Always ME... Even i have exam the next day or even if i not even study finished... I still be there for her... Cos i scare to lose her... Very scare... Seeing her getting weaker and weaker, falling sick is just like her weekly routines and having medicines and aches all ard her body is her daily hurts.... Make my heart shatters into million of pieces...
Sad to say, a family of four or rather now left with two of us only... Where the man that each house should has... Where???? Gone...?? Dead...??? Lost...??? I donno...??? I only noe one thing... She my love one and everything who i really cant just don care or ignore... I jus don understand... Y they can just don care about her... YYYYYY.............??? Cant they just spare a thought for her... I belive jus a little, mini, tiny care will brigthern up her life and she will be very happy.... Y they jus cant do it.... Useless man that my family has... I really feel lost sometime... facing all this all my myself.... But i have to be strong even my both shoulders torn apart... I will always carry her with me... Taking care of her... Loving her....
Mummy, pls get well soon okies.....

Me feeling lonely
Me feeling sad
Me feeling stress
Really need a shoulder to cry on...

8:28 pm

Saturday, 9 February 2008

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!! Happy New Year!!! Wan Shi Ru Yi!!!

Chinese new year jus reached but it jus like so fast la... Too fast till i did not really can feel it lor... So little times are left for me but there are still alot of thiing waiting for me to complete... So Dead la... Still have 2 reports and 3 papers to go... I still feeling so lost and blur... I do not know what can i do or what should i do.... I sometime really feel very very down, thinking y my yr 3 life is so busy and tiring... I already donno how many days of nights i have burning oil for reports, ppt and studies... Yet it still left with so many of things to complete... Oh My..!!!

Chinese new year is here and i should be happy of it cos there are lots of hong baos and gathering time... However, i really cant enjoy myself fully... All my loves one always there to encourage me, telling me "jiayou, you can de" but the stress still linger im my mind... Which is hard to be remove now... Maybe a few more days, i will feel better... So i at here have to say sorry to some of my loves ones... sorry if i may have make u feel sian due to my sian-ness... Sorry for spoiling ur mood too... I will jiayou de... Although it may be difficult but i will try my best...

Especially to my lao gong, sorry to make u feel sian also... make u feel useless as u cant cheer me up... It always linger in my mind, which also hard for me to jus forget it... But u are the one who i no need to cover up all my sorrows and sadness.... No need to hide my true self... So pls endure with me a few days or maybe weeks can...
Thanks everyone for the cares... (:

grace is feeling lost
grace is missing someone
grace want bao bao

1:34 am

Monday, 4 February 2008

A New Beginning.... For Me, You, She, He and All of Us... Really?!?!
AGM [2 Feb 08] has beautifully wrap up every happy moments, laughers and joy that are once shared and now they will became a beautiful memories in everyone heart...
All de bu she de... It really hard to part... really hard... It seems like all my joys, laughers and happy are all come to an end le once i left them.... I really don wan.. One hundreds of don wan... One million of don wan and endless of don wan.... But that is wat life should be ba.... Nothing will be apart forever... Cos they will always in ur heart and mind.... One day we will meet again... Toi shared more joys, laughers and happiness...

But the moment where need to be apart... really feel sad and lost.... Like lost something important in my life.... Till now.. Heart still aches... Eyes still fill with tears.... Tears will still be sherd down...
I want to shout it out...

"I MISS EVERYONE!!!! REALLY MISSES...!!!"

Really thanks all them who bring joys, laughers and happiness in my life.. I will always remeber everyone of you.... In my Heart!!!

Jiayou everyone... Especially the 15 Coms... Enjoy every trainings okies... U all cam Do it..!!! =)
Love U all..!!! I love NPOB!!
I will go back for training de...!!! Promise!!

10:43 pm