Thursday, 26 June 2008
Recently, i have been thinking.. Wat am i good in?? I got one fren told me, " you are so stupid, nothing you are good in." I have to admit, YES i am not good in everything... I am alway tat slow and blur... I am the slowest among all my frens for finding a job...I got myself a bad result among my frens....I always run slowest and need my frens to slow down for me...I always need my frens to be there for me so tat i dare to go on...I am always slow and blur... Do you know tat kind of feeling...???I feels bad... Tat is y i like to see ppl do rather then i do... Cos i noe i sure cant do it... Cos i donno how to do....!!!So pls don blame me for being sian or quiet sometimes... I am jus wan to be myself....Think i should give me, myself some courage to continue le... If not i think i going to stay in my comfort zone liao.... GraceKwan must JIAYOU okies... GraceKwan, U can DO IT...!!! =)I am okies... No matter wat, i can always stand up even i fall... :)grace wants to be strong
grace wants more confident
grace wants....
5:07 pm
Sunday, 8 June 2008
Ohh... Hello... Ni Hao Ma??? hahaha... nothing to do so feel like blogging... Ytd when to Rebecca's 21st Birthday Party.... The theme it PINK!!!... I not a fan of pink so i do not have many stuffs tat are pink... But i wore thing related to pink too.. A black shirt with PINK hearts all ard... haha... Everyone there wore PINK too... It really nice...!!! The whole celebration is full of joys, laugher and LOVE from her beloved xiao pang, Kelvin Wang...!!! All credits go to HIM... He is really really very very sweet can... Booked the place to held the party, prepare the door gifts, the programmes, the presents for lucky draws, the presents for Rebecca, the decoration basically almost everything is by HIM... Shi sweet de lor... Rebecca so xin fu...!!! He even planned out the programme list for the actual day celebration which is today... Seeing them so happy and sweet, i also feel warmth inside my heart.. =)This few days been working, gathering and gatherings..... haha... It seems i have a packed schedule but y i still feel lonely and bored... I found myself have been playing Viwawa sia... It slowly have become my daily routine to login and play all kind of games with others... Y is it so??In the past, i don like to play online games, even if i play i wont last for 1 hour... But now it seems like i can play the whole day, nearly 12 hours or more of viwawa-ing... omg!!! *faint*Mostly due to i have nothing to do ba... I feel bored... I feel sian... Tat is y i will choose to go online and play games to kill the times i have... To waste the timessssss i have... TO kill my boredness and sian-ness... Cos i really donno wat can i do other than VIWAWA liao... I should thx the person who invented Viwawa, cos without it, i will die of bored-ness and sian-ness de lor... Thanks you(inventor of Viwawa) hahahaha..... (:But is okies, i am going for camp again!!! Yeah...!!! Finally i got thing to do liao... I will be going on the 12-13june, is Jap sch leh... hahahah... It will be fun and all my time will be fully used de lor cos it sure use up my slping time too... =.=" [LOL] But i don mind, really!! Cos it all worth it with in return of happy, laughter, tired-ness, maybe sad-ness, angry-ness(when the gp is not good)... I still gain lots of experiences from the people there... Rather than earning experience in gaming for level up... I wan to level up my skill in leadership...!!!! I will jiayou de... Ppl out there... Jiayou in watever u do okies..!!! =)grace feels excited
grace feels nervous
grace wants CAMPs!!
11:19 pm
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
My tears was dropping down suddenly.... Y... Haiz... Think is me, myself ba... I feel so useless...I cant even make a decision on my own... I cant choose firmly... I cant think properly....Mum tml wan to go for check-up, need ppl pei... I tml got work, a 2 days programme work...Although she said is okies, not a big matter no need to pei... But i feel bad over it... On the other hand, i cant find replacement at this hour cos it really too last minute liao... I cant jus say don work.... I felt very pressure over them... I really donno how... I feel so helpless suddenly... I need someone there to support me... I need someone there to borrow me some of your brain cell to have me think... I need someone there to console me.... Yet, there's no ones... I am all alone again... ):Feeling so sad, helpless and worried, my bro one phase reduce all that... He say he try to pei cos his presentation is in the afternoon and my mum going for check-up in the early morning... After hearing wat he said, i feel much relief... No matter wat, in my heart i am still worried... I will keep track on her when i have the time tml... really sorry mum... :'( Today is really not my day... I don like 4th June 08...!!! Really don like...!!!grace feels bad
grace feels useless
grace feels sad
11:21 pm
