Tuesday, 13 November 2007
Ytd nite is a bad night for me.... I hope is all nightmare but is NOt... My evil headache came and slp with me.... With this new accompany plus my stupid flu and gastric pain came too... It keep stirring my head upside down.... Banging here and there... Flowing out and out... Pain here and there... It really make me feel like dying... I hate it..!! I felt so helpless and useless... All i can do is jus cry and cry...
From a fine eyes to a overflowing eyes... From a dry pillow to a wet pillow.... This keep on and on... Dry to Wet... Wet to Dry... Dry to Wet again... I rememeber i only can call for mummy... To somebody i may like a cry-baby... But that is the soften part of Me... I cant really call for mummy as she was also sick... I only can do is crying.... Hoping the stupid headach will go away... Although, i may weak to somebody, but i still act strong to overcome all this pain myself... I don wan and don wish to borther ppl in the middle of the night.... Especially my loves ones.... My strong endures helped me to survived...!!! Slowly in the night, i fell asleep... Think i cry till tired or i really need rest.. I cant remember how long the stupid illness had stayed.. I really donno... Whatever... I had survived..!! hope they will not come back ANYMORE!!! I wan a Healthy life and happy night....
Hoping for a better night... =)
Sorry if i nv find u.. But i noe u tired so nv distiurb u... Don angry k... Pls Glad tat i have survived... Sayang!! Muack...!!! Love U...
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